My life. Its actually ok right now, but honestly, its so different, but not so different from how it was exactly one year ago-- which is crazy! Life has changed so much, but then again, it hasn't. The emotional ups and downs that I NEVER talk about all seem to have led me in a 360 degree circle, but that's fine, you live and you learn. This is not a male-bashing blog. That's what is in my title, and I am going to stick to it!
It is funny how women work themselves up so much about men only by talking about it and "venting" about it. I'm working on it, and I'm doing better. A group of women "venting" about guys usually leads to a bunch of misinterpretation... women tell other women guys like them, when they really don't! Women tell other women they should end all ties with a certain guy, when they really shouldn't! Now of course this is all relative, but my point is we put too much stock in our female friends... and it ends up how?
But then there is the self: what we actually do! What we actually text him or when where we actually go meet him or how things really aren't over, when we said they were... in the end, we do what we want, which is usually destructive in itself.
Ok, so this is "blogging?" In the end, emotions aren't a good indicator of whether or not we should do something, and usually going to other people helps, but only to a certain extent. That's when we gotta rely on the Lord. If this was Twitter, I'd say #imjustsayin. (MUCH easier said than done though.) Sorry guys, I can only come from a female perspective on this one.
Bev
